A Poem by Godcore! Born on: Allah-Universe-God Wisdom: Cipher Wisdom Cipher knowledge understanding
Title: Bi-Polar* Part 1
I wasn’t even a doctor but still I saw the signs
Signs of dis-comfort and dis-ease that infiltrated your mind
One minute you’ll be calm and cool but in the next minute you’ll become vexed
And when you couldn’t overcome your dis-pleased state of mind you would turn to sex
I guess it was an escape for you but I didn’t want to impose
I wanted instead to know what was bothering you but you turned on me with threats to punch me in the nose
Wow! I said to myself. My Queen is really going through some thangs
While, again you were dead serious about causing me harm …all I wanted to do was pick your brain
You know….just get to the bottom of your suppressed suffering and pain
Like I said, I’ve never been a licensed doctor but I’ve studied a few books on the human brain
But all throughout our relationship you would constantly put up this wall
Refusing to allow me to catch you before you would mentally fall
“I don’t want to talk about it! It ain’t shit wrong with me”
Every time you screamed those words Queen…they had a serious effect on me
It was hard to witness the love of my life refuse to let me help her through this tragedy
When I’ve told you over and over that whatever your secret was…that it was safe with me
Because something epic had to have happened in your past to cause your present state
Cause as beautiful as you are, I know that you were born with a mind that was once great
See…I don’t believe that people are born Bi-polar and that's a lie I will always reject
Evil things happen to beautiful people and that manifest into cause-and-effect
Thinking back I can still recall the many nights I would stare at you and watch you…just…sleep peacefully and breathe
And then I would kiss you on your cute little nose and say to myself, “I gotta help her fight this dis-ease
And even after dozens of people warned me that you were crazy, I still could not give up on you
I’ve made a vow to my soul that I would always be there for you
Cause no man, woman, or child should suffer this dis-ease alone at all
And so as long as there is breath in my lungs, I will still be here to catch you fall
Bi-polar
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