A Poem by Godcore!
Born on: Allah-Universe-God
Wisdom: Cipher Wisdom Cipher knowledge
understanding
Title: Bi-Polar*
Part 1
I wasn’t even a
doctor but still I saw the signs
Signs of dis-comfort
and dis-ease that infiltrated your mind
One minute you’ll be
calm and cool but in the next minute you’ll become vexed
And when you couldn’t
overcome your dis-pleased state of mind you would turn to sex
I guess it was an
escape for you but I didn’t want to impose
I wanted instead to
know what was bothering you but you turned on me with threats to punch me in
the nose
Wow! I said to
myself. My Queen is really going through
some thangs
While, again you were
dead serious about causing me harm …all I wanted to do was pick your brain
You know….just get to
the bottom of your suppressed suffering and pain
Like I said, I’ve
never been a licensed doctor but I’ve studied a few books on the human brain
But all throughout
our relationship you would constantly put up this wall
Refusing to allow me
to catch you before you would mentally fall
“I don’t want to talk
about it! It ain’t shit wrong with me”
Every time you
screamed those words Queen…they had a serious effect on me
It was hard to
witness the love of my life refuse to let me help her through this tragedy
When I’ve told you
over and over that whatever your secret was…that it was safe with me
Because something
epic had to have happened in your past to cause your present state
Cause as beautiful as
you are, I know that you were born with a mind that was once great
See…I don’t believe
that people are born Bi-polar and that's a lie I will always reject
Evil things happen to
beautiful people and that manifest into cause-and-effect
Thinking back I can still
recall the many nights I would stare at you and watch you…just…sleep peacefully
and breathe
And then I would kiss
you on your cute little nose and say to myself, “I gotta help her fight this
dis-ease
And even after dozens
of people warned me that you were crazy, I still could not give up on you
I’ve made a vow to my
soul that I would always be there for you
Cause no man, woman,
or child should suffer this dis-ease alone at all
And so as long as
there is breath in my lungs, I will still be here to catch you fall
Bi-polar
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